What once was..

Love...What is love.
All I know is love is where you finally give someone your trust and all you get in return is pain.
I cant believe how much I hurt.
It makes me sick inside.
My heart aches.
I was once so happy and full.
Now im so empty and used.
You think its so easy to let go.
For me its not.
For you. It is.
A smile on your face.
A frown and an emptiness for me.
All I wanted was love.
I got it and now its the least thing id ever want.
I cant believe I wanted something so bad that I would never dream of wanting now.
It was so easy for you to do.
Just those simple words.
Just those words broke me apart.
Crying tears until I was left breathless.
Feeling so used, abused, and left to die.
Some nights I go to bed feeling so worthless that I just wish I rott.
You made me this way.
I hate this.
I HATE THIS.
Every night in my dreams I see you.
Its so hard to let go.
Because I let myself fall in love with you.
I let myself believe that I could trust you when you said you wouldn't hurt me.
When you said I love you.
I believed it.
I BELIEVED IT.
Doesn\'t that matter..
...Doesn\'t that matter to you??
I loved you...
You said we were so perfect for eachother.
So why is it when you didnt feel that way you just gave up.
I thought you loved me?
People dont go and do that to people they love.
I tried.
I tried....
and you didn\'t.
You just let go of everything we had.
So you think you did the right thing dont you.
You say you know you did.
You never loved me.
All of it was proven.
You NEVER did.
All you fed me was lies.
If you loved me.
You would of never left me to feel all this that I feel now.
Now im left behind.
With no one.
Broken. Used. Abused. Mistreated.
I didn\'t deserve this.
I didn\'t deserve any of this.
I gave you all of me.
..and you took it all.
.....and left me.....
.........behind....