I spend all my time
trying to get him to look my way,
and notice me;
Make him fall in love with me.
I now realize this is just a waste.
If I do succeed and he falls in love;
chances are it will only be temporary,
for his love would be forced and not true.
I spent so much time trying to find,
a love that does not exist;
because of this I was blind to see,
that you already loved me.
As I look back to when we used to talk;
I recall the joy it gave me.
To see your number on the caller ID;
To hear your voice on the other end.
I wait to see your name pop up.
I long to see you in the halls;
When I see or hear you,
I cannot help but smile.
Now that I have come to realize;
what has been clear for months.
I wish I had not been so blind;
because now it’s way to late.
