I Try To

Heartlessly crying
My lungs out
Trying to reach out to you

Obviously hurting
My feelings
Carving your name on my hand

I try to hide you from my view
I try to seek for a better reason to love you.

Perpetually thinking about you
Thinking about life without you

Helplessly hoping
For a new day
A better day than the one before

I try to not see you
But somehow you're always in view.

I try to pretend that you're gone
Away and away you go
Leave like you'd always do