Do I love you or not?

I dont know what to make of all this
Do I love you or do i love you not
Are we meant to be, or not
As the sun rises and the moon falls
I think about this
I turn it around in my head
It spins and turns but i cant make sense of it
Maybe its because of my past
or maybe its not
I know you love me and will not hurt me
but what if i cant return your love?
What if im leading you down a path that i do not walk beside?
You are the best thing to happen to me in a long time
I want so desprately to look you in
the eyes and know you're the one!