Unreal

Am I supposed to feel the way I do?
Does it matter that I'm so attached to you?
I spend every free second with you on my mind,
And I still feel like a waste of your time.
My friends say "don't worry; I'm sure he feels the same."
But it's different this time, not just a game
I really like the way I feel when I'm with him
It's a never-ending smile, my realest grin.
But still I feel like somethings missing,
I want a relationship that's not just hugging and kissing.
I want to be the one that gets you choked up inside
I want to be the girl you say you've waited for all your life
This sounds silly, I know it does, but I can't help the way I feel
If being with you is so crazy then I want to be unreal

11-28-04