Pretend

How can i pretend that i don't
love you when in my heart
that's what i feel.

How can i pretend that i don't
want you when in my mind
that's all i think about.

How can i pretend that it doesn't
hurt when i see you when
inside i'm really crying.

How can i pretend that i'm
over you when every night before
i go to sleep i pray for you
to come back to me.

How can i pretend by the
smile on my face when
really i just wanna cry
and think of ways to die.