I thought

I thought that you and I were down
But you found other things to do
I wanted to be your friend
But you wanted to be his buddy.

I thought I meant more than him
You showed another way
Just because you have s*x with him
doesn\\\'t mean I don\\\'t matter.

Maybe I am jealous
Because maybe you didn\\\'t get the clue,
I would be down to do things
Maybe I secretly love you.

I guess since you never wonder
you would never ever see
Just because I don\\\'t have a di*k
you can\\\'t ever love me

I prayed to that things would change
I wanted to hold your hand
It was hard to see you kiss him
because I wanted to kiss you

So since I am not good enough
I will go find me another love
I thought that we were down
I thought that you loved me
But ever since you had sex
There\\\'s better things than me.