Something i can't resist!!

Too close
too far
i am wondering :"where are we?"
he's coming back to show me something
after his words i start thinking
why he's here again to stay with me ?
why hoping of what isn't meant to be ?
he's not here to give me his love
he'll never knows that he's who i love
i don't feel i can resist anymore
being a friend , i need much more
i wish for something i can never get
feeling inside my heart all the regret
why life is so unfair?
where we find love , passion and care
pain and hurts are always there!!!