My Love Will Last For Him ..i think

Its been 8 months since we last where in contact ,
August 29th to be exact,

Seems so long ago you think i would forget,
Trust me i would give anything just to have you back,
A year?, a month?, a second? , a day?
Doesn't matter i just want to know your okay,

You can love me , Like me , Or even hate me, I don't care
I just want to know your somewhere,

I would hate to hear something happened to you,
Your so far away i don't know what i would or could do,

Your probably gone forever or at least to the point you cant be found,
But i cant help but to ask around,

And you probably don't care what or will happen to me,
But i guess thats hard for me to see,

You made me smile , laugh , happy , sometimes sad,
But that day you left i was so mad,

I cant help but think about what happened,
Did your computer break?, Are you sick?, Did you just forget about me?, Or have you died?,
All the times i stayed awake and cried,

Thats what i thought everyday and night,
And all that would always give me such a fright,

And then i think when we will see each other again,
Could it be tomorrow? , Or today?, I hope its this after noon,
Maybe next year?, or a decade?, maybe another lifespan? , I just hope its soon,

So today i sit here two hundred and thirty nine days later, Almost a year,
Thinking about you,

So when we speak again,
If we ever do,
And if we don't,
I just wish i would have told you,

Just remember,
I Really Have Missed, Cared And Loved You,
And I Always Will,
Even If You Don't Feel This Way About Me,

This is my first poem i have wrote so let me know if its good or not ...Thanks !
~Kayla