As I am force to sit here and ponder

As I am force to sit here and ponder
Sit here and ponder
Sit here and ponder
Just thinking
Just wondering
Wondering about you
Wondering about me
Wondering about us
And how we came to be
Or not to be
And its because of me
And its because of you
Of the uncertainties you give me
And the uncertainties I give you
I stare at you and you stared at
Nothing and something at the same time
But it wasn�t me
I stared at you and you stared at
Nothing and something at the same time
With vacant and engaged eyes
But it wasn�t me
You finally look at me
I stared at you
You look at me
I stared at you
You smile
And I live
You smile
And I die
I lived and I died
All due to you
Because of you
For you
You look at me
And I stare at you
You smile at me
I stared at you
You giggle and call me silly
I stared at you
You look at me
I smile at you
You smile at me
Stupid I call you