You\\\'re gone.....
And my heart still beats just
for the moment I\\\'ll see you again,
Otherwise,I\\\'d allready be dead...
Am I alive at all?....
I lost that impression so long ago,
That day that I knew that you\\\'re gone...
And now it doesn\\\'t even matter...
There\\\'s nothing left to slay,
No thing could harm me now,
This is just a conch,
I\\\'m so far away......
And I think what\\\'s the point...
Why living at all...
I can\\\'t even find my core,
It turned so numb,
And right now I\\\'m so bored,
Thinking what I was before...
What I am now,
And what I\\\'m efficient to become,
How far will I let it go.....
How will I end up,
And is the end near,
Or I\\\'ll just soar between
Life and death,
Waiting for you to come,
Slaughtering all the sanity in me...
And wondering what\\\'s the fee of this love...