Suidide

by Kayla   Apr 30, 2006


I know I\'m not to blame
But I feel I was some how the cause
I shouldn\'t have fell so fast
I shouldn\'t have fell so hard
Maybe I created this \'love thing\'
For my own personal pleasures
Dreaming of the love I longed to have
Wanting it to last forever
Maybe I misunderstood
And thought that \'we\' actually were
Maybe I came on to hard
And made you want to be with her
Maybe i gave you too much
Always there when i felt you needed me
Following and unclear path
Not knowing where it would lead me
Maybe I didn\'t give you enough
Do things to stay in your mind
Maybe you didn\'t want me there
And I didn\'t see this because I was blind
Maybe I tried to hard
To give you what you wanted
And this pushed you away
And made you start fronting
Maybe I supported you too much
Wanting to show you that I really did care
Hoping that in return
You would always be there
Maybe I didn\'t try hard enough
Held back my feeling for many reasons
Maybe deep down inside
I knew that you would be leaving
Maybe I held on too tight
Afraid to let you go
Scared that maybe
You didn\'t love me so
Maybe I wanted you so bad
That I made \'you and I\' a lie
Just maybe my heartbreak
Was my own suicide.

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