Dont break my heart thats all i ask

As I sit here wondering
If this relationship will last
My mind drifts off
To think of the past

I've been hurt before
Whoâ??s to say it wont happen again
My heart was broken
And will never completely mend

I love him more than anyone
I have ever loved before
And all he did to me
Was leave my heart in pieces on the floor

I'm not saying you will do it too
It will just take a while to gain my trust
Trying to move on
Is something I must

I just need a little time
To get him off my mind
I'm not saying "go"
And I don't want you to leave me behind

I'm starting to get a feeling
That comes from inside
I'm trying to show you
But my feelings just hide

I'm starting to like you
a lot more than I thought
Emotions are flowing
And going through my head

What do I do?
I'm scared to get hurt
My insecurities
Aren't letting this work

I need to get over him
I need to try
But when I hear his name
I begin to cry

It's not that I don't love you
It that I do love him
He was my first love
And I wish it didn't end

But are growing stronger and faster
I hope this doesn't end
In a complete disaster

I'm starting to love you
As hard as it is for me to do
Please don't break my heart
thats all I ask of you