What should I do??

I wasn't looking for anyone
When you came into my life
I had made myself go numb
Not even feeling a piercing knife
We talk almost every day
And when we are not
I don't know what to say
My mind always goes back to you
When you are busy my heart turns blue
Sometimes I wish you would come see me
But I know that's not possible because you are never free
I want me and you to finally meet
And I know when we do you will sweep me off my feet
I'm so confused with what I should do
But I know deep in my heart the answer is you