WHY DO I ASK MYSELF ALL THESE QUESTIONS WHEN I COULD BE ASKING THE ONE WHO IS TO FAULT...YOU. WHY DONT YOU LOVE ME? WHY DONT YOU WANT ME LIKE YOU USE TO? IM SO SICK OF THA SH!T I TAKE FROM YOU DAY IN AND DAY OUT. I PROMISE YOU I AM. PEOPLE TELL ME I SHOULDNT TAKE OR DO THE SH!T I DO FOR YOU BUT I KEEP GOING BECAUSE I LOVE YOU. I KNOW YOU SAID I HURT YOU IN THE PAST, BUT I NEED YOU TO UNDERSTAND THAT YOU HURT ME SO MUCH MORE. I CANT WAIT FOR THE DAY I GET THE COURAGE TO SAY ANY OF THIS TO YOUR FACE, BUT I TRULY DOUBT I WILL BE HERE FOR THAT DAY. AND THAT DAY WILL BE THE DAY I LEAVE YOU. AND I WOULD HOPE THAT SOON AFTER THAT YOU WILL REALIZE HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME. HOW MUCH YOU MISS ME. HOW MUCH YOU REALLY DO WANT AND NEED ME IN YOUR LIFE. WHETHER YOU CHOOSE TO BELIEVE IT OR NOT IM NOT GOING THROUGH THIS PAIN ANYMORE, YOU CAN GO ABOUT YOUR WAYS WHILE I TRY AND GET OVER YOU TO GO ABOUT MY WAYS TOO. TODAY WILL BE THE DAY I SAY TO YOU FOR THE VERY LAST TIME, I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. IM SORRY, I LOVE YOU AND GOODBYE. IM NOT GOING TO RUN BACK TO YOU ANYMORE. NOT THIS TIME. IVE SACRIFICED ENOUGH FOR YOU.
