In love with a ghost

The heart is so tired of beating
My soul is so tired of being
It feels like I almost stop breathing
Stop existing
And my mind is so tired of thinking
Thinking about the things that I've done wrong
I don't like what I've become
I don't want to be the broken one

Try to fix it but don't know what's wrong
My wall is braking and my tears are running
Still I don't know what's wrong

Trying to find what I lost
Trying so hard but I can't
It looks like it's not there anymore

Maybe it's because I'm in love with a ghost
I am in love with the past
That's why I can't see the future

I am in love with something that I can't see
That I can't feel.
Maybe it's because I'm in love with a ghost

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