Last letter to you

Here i write
one last letter
to you
i told you could do better
and you said i only love you
funny what we call love
fighting all the time
i swear you were on my mind
i think our love
was more poison then anything
in each letter
i hope you know
its written with care
that i never really wanted to go
that i was dying from you not being here
you know all those mean things
the thing we said
i didn't mean it
i was thinking with my head
not my heart
i hope you know
I'm bleeding crying dying
all because of you
then we said goodbye
you found another
and showed you said was untrue
you lied and said i only love you
now i know i was a fool to
be deceived my such meaningful words
let me rip up those pictures you had sent
did your heart bend? did you soul break
when i told you about the others?
couldn't you tell that was all a mistake
can you even look me in the eyes
and say i was you one and only
no i guess not now that you have her
have fun but remember when you come back
seeing me around is something you might lack
baby dont worry ill be alright I'm only lonely
this is my last letter before i go
there one more thing u have to know
goodbye to you and the relationship you blew