This anger it gets deeper and deeper, making my soul even weaker. I don't understand why this must be but I do know it would never leave me. I hear my heart crushing, I feel it burning, I taste the bitterness it releases. I hate the laughters, I hate the humor, I hate the happiness all around me. Why cant I live like them, why cant I see it their way. I hold this grudge inside me, cuz this life is just not fair. Why cant I be spared one blessing? A blessing so beautiful that it could fulfill my life with the humbleness it use to project.
As of now I don't feel a thing. All I can sense is this anger eating me up inside cuz it has made me believe that I don't deserve you here. This is all crazy, I`ve never did anyone wrong, I`ve never deliberately hurt a soul but why must I be jerked by this ugly emotion. I cant love, I cant smile, the anger on my face has become a permanent part of my appearance. when will this anger disappear? It will be the day I can say "Yes she lives here"
