My feelings

I hate so much feeling like this.
I just cant stand it.
I feel so lonely without u
I feel so sad
I feel like crying
U dont know how hard I been trying
Those old memories come back to my mind
I feel like u left me behind
I miss u so much
I love u a whole bunch
I just cant forget those good moments
Everytime I try to forget about u there is something that reminds me of u
I try n try I just cant forget u
I remember those good days and it just breaks my heart
After u left me I fell apart
How can u forget all this so fast
How can u leave this in the past
I took this to my mind n my heart and now its hard to take it out
Why I just ask myself why u still in me
Why is it so hard to take u out
Why is this hurting me
I wonna stop loving u but I dont want to forget u
I wonna remember u until I die
I wish I had just a few minutes to tell u how I feel
Or a few minutes to show u all the love I have for u.