I love you

It was a wonderful summer day and it ended in a rainy stormy day that i wish would go away i met a girl but i wont say her name she will no it her cause only her i love and need in my life when we met it was 4 day after my 19th birthday and she was so great and true to me but i met another girl and she need love in her life something she couldn\'t find at home nor in her on man so she came to me why i don\'t no i fell for her a let the one i love slip away from me and now i miss her dearly and wish i could just have the old krisanta back i no i messed up real bad but o so pleas for give me o how i love u and need u with me no man no woman can tell me that this is just make believe because it not it so real that i would really ask krisanta to marry me if she was my girlfriend and i was her boyfriend but that is only a fairytale they say but what if i said it not OK i am saying its not because i do love her that much just to ask krisanta to marry and be with me cause i love her so much i would die continuously for her she is my life and soil and pried what would i do with out her near me and in my life she took the pain that i though would never go away from me but so true and so sweet to me i could lover her for ever more but all i can say to krisanta is that i love u but i wont to say more and be so much more to her but its so hard to be when it like a big wall is blocking me from some one that was meant for me and i only and i mean only wont krisanta so i just have to say for now i love you krisanta

To Be continued