Thinking Back

Thinking back
on all the pain
and all the feelings
that arent the same

thinking back
on all the lies
and all the times
i\'d just sit and cry

alone in bed
alone at night
holding up the covers
full of fright

thinking back
on all my regret
hating you
who i want to forget

thinking back
on what you told me
telling me
you\'d always hold me

but that was a lie
and so are you
screw you for all the crap
you put me through

the tears i cry
call your name
because of you
i wont be the same

my cheeks are stained
from all the tears iv cried
my hearts bruised
and im dieing inside

you used bare hands
to rip out my heart
but now im happy
we\'re so far apart

you only caused me pain
and to feel regret
i hate you so much
but soon i\'ll forget

then i\'ll remember
how much i loved you
and how there was no one
ever above you

im trying hard
to just get by
now theres a hole in my heart
and i dont know why!