Addicted

Its like you're a drug
Like I need you 24 hours, of every day
I love to be around you, every chance I can
Nothing but you
Im addicted to you

In my thoughts, in my dreams
Its like Im not me
Its like Im lost

Feels like Im giving up slowly
These voices in my head are mine alone
And I know Ill change my ways

Its like I cant breath
Something has gotten a hold of me
Im hooked on you, and I cant get enough

I cant think without you
Its taking over me its like Im not me
Im addicted to you
Feeling like Im stuck

And I know I let you down
Its like Im a leach, sucking the life from you
Taking away everything you worked for
Im the one who takes everything
And gives nothing back

In my thoughts, Im hurting
Im a bad person, I want nothing but you
But I would hate myself for loosing you
Id sit and stare into my mirror and wonder why your not here

Than Ill know, I was to blame
I wish I new how to keep a cool
Or to let things go by, without a fight
Without tears, without attitude

Are you listening?
Hear me
Im crying now
Tonight everything went upside down
It opened my eyes to see the light
I used to be scared of letting someone in
But it gets lonely being on my own
No one to talk to
And no one to hold me

Im not always going to be strong
Remember sometimes I will need you
To make me smile

Today is a new day
A new start, a new beginning
Im finally breathing on my own
Im moving further away
Towards space soon to take place

I will not make the same mistakes
I will not let myself cause you so much pain
I will not break away
I learned the hard way, to never let it go that far

Youe my stars, my sun
My many happy thoughts
A hero, a love, and my best friend

You keep me happy, when together
You make me smile. When you are silly
You also make me blush, when you tell me Im beautiful
You keep me together, when you believe in me

I hope everything works out
I hope I still make you smile
I hope you never forget me
Dont be shy to miss me either

This will be the start of something fresh
Something towards better days
Days with no tears, fears will be no more!