Cry, Cry, Cry....over him?

Here I sit and cry, cry, cry, cry, cry. The pain keeps coming back, and won't go away, I try putting it in the back of my mind, but it keeps coming back, and now, I'm numb, seeing him with another girl, but I'm so focused on him, I couldn't see what was right besides me, the other guy, the one guy that was there for me, my best friend, I never realized it until now, but, is it too late, too late to realize what I've done, I've been pushing him away to get closer to the one person who now wants nothing to do with me, I've been travailing through a maze and now I'm at a dead end.