Behind Those Eyes

You stare
and you wonder
what you see
is what you get

so many secrets
so many feelings
cautiously tucked away

but you were led to believe
that your the only one
occupying a heart
thinking you were the only armor
you were the only love

the truth is... i wish i didn't know
and you played me until i die
so i could be properly fooled
and not think or have a thought
that i was just a tool

i can only laugh
because crying has no feeling anymore
it doesn't quench my heart's thirst

once again i am faced with a feeling of numb
and mutual
corrupted
decadence
and a feeling of rot

wait..brb..*vomits*..there i go..thinking about you again

love cannot and won't leave me alone about you
but.... i guess i have to place you as just another love

you can always fool yourself no matter how much ur in love
you can love someone unconditional and stare as your heart races

lets just hope you
don't get a rude awakening as i did..not once..but three o wait...make that four

well
its complicated
but lets just say
you never know
what's Behind Those Eyes

By
CoLliN