BFF?

I never knew what a friend was
and then
i never knew what it meant to
be there for each other
and then
i didn't know what i should do
to be a good friend
and then
i thought i hade the best friends
ever
and then
i love them still
and they are still my best friends
but i add one
to the list
a friend who i care for
and who i can talk to
with out being afraid of judgement
of rejection
and to talk to
and be comforted
of course
i will do the same for you
have you hade a best friend?
i didn't, not really
and then
and then
now i have 3
and now.