THE PAIN AINT 0VER YET

Living in a place
were every1 thinks they can read u
they dont see the tears on my face
nor know anything i been through

they think they got me figured out
they study my everyway
they dont know what there talking about
they misundertand everthing i say

they twist my words up
making me out to be the bad guy
as my brain continues to erupt
my soul starts to fry

i feel my skin began to crawl
as my body breaks into a sweat
frustration&aggression began2 thaw
but my pains not over yet

my lord what is this about
this feeling causes heartburn & indegestion
got me pulling my hair out
lord have mercy on my transgression

these people surrounding me
they come at me so fraud
they wont just let me be
and leave my soul up to god

cause they think they know it all
they think they know my hell
the tears continue to fall
yet & still i try to prevail

im trying to move foward
but im stuck in reverse
the pain of my past got me cornered
but each day my pain gets worse

i feel less than i am
equality to the # zero
no one givez a damn
these drugs are my hero

friends wouldnt listen when i would call
maybe i should of tried the lord
in my house divided we fall
im left on my own accord

as the pain punctures my skin
my sins i start to regret
i feel im dying with in
BUT THE PAIN AINT OVER YET