While Looking Back

So he was my first love.
And I adored his hugs.
Sadly, I broke his heart,
crushed it, and just tore it apart.

He knew after that I still loved him.
But, I stood there and watch another girl win!
We went back out but, things broke apart.
Sadly I LOVED HIM with all of my heart.

When I see his face I get a heart breaking pain
From this pain more emotional I gain.
Now a mask seems to cover his face,
And all those memories i can not replace!

When this season comes everything comes back.
A strong wall I just can't help but lack!
Everything once again comes back to me.
All those times we said,"we were meant to be."

Now they all just put tears in my eyes,
For this is the truth and no more will I lie!!
Ever since I met you,
I was never able to forget you.

Your smile just melts my heart.
Then slowly it then breaks me apart.
I've loved you and there's no controlling that!
And it's days like these I wish I had you back!!