Monologue

Can you please?
Can you please show me?
Can you please show me your smile when you did before?

It is too hard
It is too hard to see your smile
It is too hard to see your smile when my tears cover it

Maybe Id rather
Maybe Id rather bear myself
Maybe Id rather bear myself not to see you again

Do not smile
Do not smile like the old days
Do not smile like the old days when we smiled together

But
But why my heart doesnt accept?
But why my heart doesnt accept my order?

Please just
Please just turn to my side
Please just turn to my side where you used to come

I miss you
I miss you so much that I am going to die
I miss you so much that I am going to die of loneness

You
You are the only one
You are the only one who can give me a real reason for living