Yes or No

In front of me
You sit.
Distance is there between us.
Watching me,
My every move.
Meaning is there in your smile.
Desire is there to get lost in your eyes.
what thing pushes me back.
Hold my heart, not to throb.
Close my eyes, not to show.
I'm afraid,
He will know.
Yes is there, no is there.
For every no, yes is there