Never Wanna Say

Dear sweet angel,
I'm writing this because,
There's a deep feeling inside of me
I can feel but you can't see
Can't see because; you're so far away
The feeling of missing you, and wanting
to see you; I hope I pray.
When we see each other, I feel like I'm in heaven, but then we leave each other; And I just want you to stay.. Leaving you feels like going from heaven to hell,
Its like I fell from happiness to wanting to yell because of the pain, of not smelling your smell, spray your perfume on my pillow, it's the only way to stay sane, because suffering from this pain makes me so low, that I can't see you and so much love I cant show, I try my hardest to be nice, but sometimes I step out of place and I'm sorry.. It's just I never wanna say bye, I never wanna have to cry because I'm leaving you; I always ask why it has to happen to us, I give you my trust I tell you my secrets, you're my life and soon to be my wife, I love u I never wanna see you cry.. I'll try my hardest to be a good boyfriend to you. I just never wanna have to say goodbye..