Search for Friends

I'm looking for friends, not companions
I'm loking for someone to lean on,
To hold on when I'm scared,
I need real friends,
Honest, true, and free
I've been searching for them,
Patiently waiting for them,
Are you still going to come?
I often ask myself,
I have friends, of course,
But I don't know if the friendship is real
I sometimes feel blue
When I think that it's not true
I could feel their presence
But still, something is missing