Before you Leave

Just tell me one thing before you leave,
Why did you tell me you loved me if you really didn't..
Was it so i wouldn't cry or was it so you could see me fall apart?
Maybe you didn't twice, because no matter if you lie to me or tell me you don't really love me i will still cry and i will still be heart broken.. But i would of preferd for you to tell me the truth and tell me you still care not lie to me and walk away and just ignore me for the rest of your life pretending you don't know me. I just don't understand how you do it, it's like your heart is stone and that you don't have any feelings. Since i told you how i really felted about you, you never talk to me, you never look at me it's like I'm invisible to you.. So just tell me one last time, before all the lies and before you left did you think twice that no matter what you said I'd still be heart broken?...
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(to this guy i really love, he knows who he is and I'm sure if he thought twice he would regret everything he said to me ) its not so much of a poem but i just need to express myself..