No!

My heart beats fast
this cannot last.
This running away from the truth.
I've told you before
but you don't get the hint.
I won't stand for this
yet you always silence me with a kiss.
I know this is wrong
but my body goes along
letting you know that I want you.
Finally before it is utterly too late,
I raise my eyes to Heaven,
praying for holy strength.
I say the word forcefully
though it kills my desires.
NO! This cannot be.
Your eyes plead with me,
I know you want me to reconsider,
but I know I can't.
NO!