Torn

I'm living in a world on confusion and pain because i cant decide who i love more ... you or him.
i hate the fact that i cant see you and i hate that fact that you love me now more then you did back when it was only you and me .
If only you had said all of those things back then .. it would of made things so much easier.
but of course nothing has a perfect timing and i guess my time is up.
you did leave me there you know, crying and lonely and you knew you where the only person in my life but still you left saying it was for the best and now you want me back?
but being drawn to you like a moth to a flame is you power over me and i think you know it but I'm finding it so hard to resist.
saying things will be different is actually different to meaning it.
I'm sick of the lies so if you need me that bad tell me now because i would be putting a lot on the line for you and i don't want to end up with nothing again.