I remember,
the first day we met
i knew our love would last
and our lives were finally set
i needed you so much
i felt like i would die without you
slowly day by day
my nightmare started to come true
we started to drift away
and i didn't understand why
and all i could do
was sit alone and cry
one day you looked so upset
you started to scare me
i was afraid you'd break my heart
so i told you to leave me be
you said we needed to talk
the words I've been dreading for a week
i begged to myself please O please
don't let him hurt me
i got so scared
so scared that i ran away
I'm just to weak to take
what he was about to say
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i got a call the next day
i felt as if my heart had died
for i learned my love
committed suicide
i ran over to his house
and into his mothers grasp
i cant believe this happened
he promised he'd make it last
she gave me a note
and said it was only for my eyes
i opened the note
and tried not to again cry
" My love,
when you read this letter
I'll already be gone
i promise everything will get better
I'm sorry darling
please don't be mad too
the other day i tried to tell you something
but you just walked away.... i love you...
and I'm sorry it has to be this way
you'll always be in my heart
and no matter what
no-one can tear that apart
i love you, and i miss you
please live for me, don't die
I'll be with you always,
please don't cry"
i couldn't hold the tears back
it just hurt to much
knowing never again
I'll feel your touch
i miss you already....
and i cant stop crying, i promise I'm trying
it's just without you here
it seems like everyday a part of me is dieing
my heart is shattered
i just cant take it
but i promise you
I'm going to make it
