I'm tired of crying
I'm tired of wishing
I'm tired of hating
I'm tired of hoping, feeling, believing
I just want it all to go away
I feel like digging a hole where no one will ever
Find me and live there
I'm tired of feeling like this
Why did I have to do it
That angel, that one truly beautiful angel made me happy
She made my smile split
She use to make me the happiest person alive
But now her picture makes me feel lifeless
I fear not living with her more than I fear my own death
