He made me kill myself

When i died- i felt more pain
i watched my x-boyfriend go insane
he regretted the day he broke my heart
its funny to watch him fall apart

all the nights i watched as the knife went across his wrists
all the days i ran through his tears they fell onto me just like mist

my spirit ran all through his head telling him hes the reason I'm dead

i asked god to help him out
because his own pain made me pout.

i wish i could bring back time
to find a way to make him stay
yet i picked death to make him realize i had pain in my eyes!

he was everything to me more than i could speak
we experienced everything uneak

i cry myself to sleep in the clouds that flow through his mind
there is no more happiness that i thought i would of found.

i loved him so but he couldn't see
so i killed myself just to let love free

yet i suffer more when he closes the door and draws the knife
one tear no fear no more strife

he does this because he knows that he was the one to end my life!!!!