Falling Apart

You send me an e-mail on Valentine\'s Day,
Telling me you love me,
That you can\'t live without me,
Ten days later you ask me out,
I hesitate but then say yes,
I was your first,
You were real shy,
Everytime you texted me,
The tings you send,
They made me smile,
That you think about me day and night,
That we would never give up,
For our love we would fight,
My mate heard you talking,
To one of the guys,
Thinking i was using you,
That my feelings were lies,
I made a few mistakes,
I hugged a few guys,
It should\'ve been you,
I wish it was,
But you were never there,
When i needed you,
I went away for a few days,
Missing you like mad,
You were all i talked about,
Everyone knew i was crazy about you,
That ma heart went wild,
Whenever i layed eyez on you,
But you didn\'t see it,
Because i hurt you,
I didn\'t want to,
I didn\'t know i was,
Doing my own thing,
Not even knowing,
That you were hurting,
I let your mate kiss me,
Knowing that if you found out,
You would hate me,
The day i came back,
You didn\'t talk to me,
Your eye full of hate,
Your heat full of pain,
I messed with your head,
I played with your heart,
If i could go back boy,
I\'d show you I love you,
Be the girl that you deserve,
I\'d never hurt you,
Beauce right now without you,
I\'m FALLING APART!!!

This is about my relationship with jay(my first and true love) it\'s not the greatest poem, but if any knowz how painful it is 2 lose your love n have them hate you you will rate this a 5!!!