Denying No More

I'm sorry that I didn't let you know
I guess I was just too afraid
I have never been in love
Love back than to me seem gay
I never believe in love
Never thought that I would
But you change my mind
Undone what I've thought couldn't
You are so different
Unlike any boy I've ever met
So perfect, yet so blind
Why me? When there are so many other waiting in line
I am a total mess
Never can make up my mind
Always run away from my problems
But now it seem like I have hit rock bottom
I can never understand you
I don't think I ever will
But you know what boy
I know for a fact, that what we have is real
We been through so much together
You were always there for me
Even when I tried to run away from you
You still keep your promise and stay loyalty
I don't think I deserve you
You can do so much better than me
I don't want to hold you back
Though you mean everything to me
What we have took us time
Breaking it is like breaking my life line.
You are just so special
Someone I can't live without
Someone I can't imagine myself without.
You are just so..
Damn, I can't even think of the word
That's how much meaningful you are too me
There isn't any moment in my life
I don't think about you and me.
Damn, I feel like a crazy school girl
I guess it is a good thing though,
I've never had anyone one made me feel this way
Please promise me forever you'll stay
I promised you, I would never run away.