JEsS...slipped away Just like That

Jess... slipped away just like that

I'm sorry i let you down
the anger and grief that frustrates my total being
the lost love that was almost there
the friendship that gave my heart a stare
this poem that i type with my eyes shut
and a tear building within my heart
a heart break i can't get used to
sweet words
sweet actions
even the sweet looks
means nothing if there's nothing to back it up
a meaning of something so sacred
and yet so delicate that it can only be whispered about
the terror music that flows within my soul
a question i continuously ask my God
why me
staring at her and i see grateness
i stare at myself and i think i'm worthless
she found it fit to even speak with me
i knew something would go wrong
and yet depending ppl demands that for them i be strong
when your strong for everyone.. who'll be strong for you?
a frustration
this fight
this irritation of my own being
a jewel that fell right in my lap
how could i have let jess... slipped away Just Like That

BY CoLliN