I Only

I was always there for you, but it was never enough
Ever since you came into my life it became rough

I try to keep you outta my head, but you always seem to stay
I wanted you there, but you always just turned away

I wanted you to talk to me and let me be in your life
But it seems like I just always caused you strife

Iâ??m sorry Iâ??m not perfect I never said I could be
I just donâ??t understand why you are hurting me

I always had questions, I guess it was too much for you
But you always expected me to know what to do.

I cried all the time because I never did anything right
You were all that was in my head each and every night.

It is time to move on and heal this heart of mine
I will be happy again, I promise Iâ??ll be just fine

Just donâ??t forget me, is all I ask.
But the girl you knew was hiding behind her mask

I never wanted to show you the real me
Or tell you what I always wanted â??usâ?? to be

I was scared and you knew it, so you pushed me away
But you didnâ??t know that I thought about you day after day.

Asking myself if this was all worth it
And my answer was always â??every little bitâ??

But to you it was different, this was all just a game.
To keep me hanging, like I was a dog to tame.

I made myself hate you, because it seemed right.
But you were always in my head, and all we did was fight.

We never had a friendship, we never had one thing.
So why is that, I canâ??t get you out of my head, out of everything.

Iâ??ve tried to move on, and be with someone new.
But, it didnâ??t work because of what I feel for you.

So donâ??t think I donâ??t care, because I just donâ??t know what to do
Because here is the truthâ?¦I only wanted to be with YOU!