I Stand Alone

As I stand alone looking at the Infinity blue Ocean I began to wonder about what we once had a long time ago. And a tear comes in to my eye and the memories began to come back as if they were all locked away in a big drawer now they were images in my mind.
My mind starts to wonder into the past and I ask my self once again that question that has never been answer before, What If? What If? Life had been different and our paths were combining into one and not two different roads. And now after all these time I stand alone once again not knowing where to go and how I ended up here, I try to understand why this is that way, the way that things are but there is never any answer clear enough. Things happen for a reason and I keep telling my self that for many years but now what happens? After all these time that I love you the same way and want you back with out caring about what had happen in the past. I keep thinking and hoping that one day you will walk threw that door and run towards me telling me that you love me since the minute that you saw me and even thought its been to long to even remember that your heart and thoughts were always with me. But then I wake up and realize that could never be so here I am broken hearted standing alone in this road wondering were will live take me and if it will ever make our paths cross again so here I am I stand alone once again.