Do You Feel It Too...

I sit in my room thinking,
About what we use to share.
Thinking about all the good times,
When you really did care.

So many thoughts,
Flying through my head.
All day long you're on my mind,
Even when I'm lying here in bed.

Do you feel it too?
All the pain inside.
Or am I the only one in bed,
Wishing I could just die.

I know I'm hurting more than you,
Because I still love you so much.
Why out of all the girls,
Was my heart the one you crushed?

Everything was perfect,
For a year and 7 months.
Then all the sudden it changed,
And everything went away, including your love.

I just want to know what happened,
Why it all had to change.
Am I the only one who cries,
Day after day?

Do you feel it too Randall?
Does it hurt at all?
Or are my eyes the only ones,
That continue to have tears fall?
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Hey everyone i still don't have internet but i am at my grandma's. I wrote this poem...5/18/06.. so yeah plz comment..hope you like..