What u mean to me

You look in my eyes you think you can see what really mean to me but u don\'t not even close because i hate u so much you make me wanna scream!

i see myself in the mirror and the way u used to treat me
i pull back my hair and the scares are still there.

i used to think i needed you
but that was a lie
i was jest so afraid to be alone
it even made me cry.

i done this for u so u could get the message
but u went away so i gess this was pointless
without you im happyer can\'t you tell befor when you used to beat me i was in hell.