I can't belive this

I can't believe school is almost out
one more day
that's it
the only good thing that happened today
we got our feelings out
i still can't believe what you said
when i said that you hated me there for a while
your response surprised me
you told me that you never hated me
that you hated yourself
for a while we joked
and you drove me to eat
it was like old times
you were eating and drinking
my stuff
Shelbie said she wasn't gonna come out
cause she thought we were making out
lol
i can't blame her
cause that was how we were before
sitting in the car
with our tongues down each others throat
then when both of us were done with our tests
i said
damn there's still an hour
...Hey Jesse do you want to give me a ride?
i was just kidding
but you said O.K.
so it was cool
we were kicking back
and talking about how we were when we were dating
i so desperately wanted to kiss you
or something
i can't get my head out of the haze
that's my only problem
we were talking about if we did do stuff
we might regret it
and never talk again
or we might start talking a lot to each other
i was thinking about giving you a kiss
but i decided against it
we got to my place
and we sat there for like 5 or so minutes
talking about how weird it was
without us hugging and kissing
and making out for 10 minutes
i was going and said
well how about a hug
i could tell
you were turning something over in your head
but i guess you decided against it
so you gave me a hug
i was going to my house
and you honked the horn
i was thinking of when you used to do that
cause you were checking my ass out
but then i went in to my house and thought about you
almost the whole night
I'm still thinking how you got mad
because i was looking at you
the way i always used to
i didn't even think of it
but you said that it brought back all the memories