Fear

How can I say how I feel?
When all this seems not even real
I wonder sometimes when I am going to awake
To realize that this is all fake,
That's just some of the things I fear
I also fear of shedding another tear
The words you speak stay in my mind
The sad words, the mad words even the kind
Every time I turn around things seem tough
And sometimes I even want to say I've had enough
The thing is loosing you is what I fear
Cause all I ever want is you here
Sometimes I wonder how long we will be a whole
I think for only a little while but a long time says my soul
Maybe for a little longer, 8 months, 9 month maybe a year
Not matter when the date i'll fear
I know I don't need to worry right now because the date is not near
I also know that I truly love you
And I know you love me too
Still I fear that you will pull away
And I wouldn't know what to do to make you stay
I also fear your love will end
Then all you will want to be is a stranger, enemy or a friend
The love we have is strong
And I pray that our love will help with whatever goes wrong
I know you care
And that is one thing that I do not fear