Lost Love

So close to reach,
But so far to love.

I wonder,
How did this happen to me?

Dont I deserve to love you?
Its been two years,
My dues have already been paid.

My love for you has only grown with age,
I have only pushed through the struggle,
I surpassed the pain.

In hope of finally reaching you,
But in return I only get pushed away.

I ask my heart,
Will I ever be able to love again,
Can you ever heal yourself from this pain set before you,

My heart answered yes I will heal my self,
But as for you,
Loving again,
Shall be no more.