First Love... "The Drama"

I was younger once
and in the need of love
but no one ever told me
the drama that had begun

he was my first love
adoring and sweet
but someone should have warned ME
how fake our love would be

i went threw allot
at nights i couldn't sleep
from cutting wrist
to having sex
he got the best of ME

it went on for days
it felt like forever
his lies and betrayal
he kept his tricks so clever

i needed to be free from this unbreakable curse
days became weeks
and worst came to worst

the drama became daily
the tension grew into fear
to let him go?
or let it grow
and soon the light appeared

it came into my mind
shined threw my thoughts
and day i realized
it was a good thing i lost

i stayed strong
and swore no more tears
love was my weakness
now I'm cleansed from my fears..

"If u love someone let it go, if it comes back to you, then its yours. if it doesn't...it never was..."