IF YOU REALLY STOP AND THINK ABOUT LOVE ITS A COMPLICATED THING. ITS ATTAINABLE BUT YET HARD TO ATTAIN. ITS REACHABLE BUT HARD TO GRASP. ITS A PROMISE, AN OATH, ITS HONORABLE. ITS THE GIVING OF ONES SELF TO ANOTHER, ALL OR NOTHING. ITS AS DEEP AS THE OCEAN, NOT FULLY SEEN, MYSTERIOUS AS THE OCEAN FLOOR. ITS LIKE THE WAVES SOMETIMES CRASHING ON THE ROCKS AND POUNDING UPON THE SHORE OTHER TIMES TRANQUIL AND CALM BUT ALWAYS CHANGING LIKE THE TIDE. ITS AS BEAUTIFUL AS A ROSE, BUT YET IT HURTS LIKE THE THORNS UPON ITS STEM. YOU CANT HAVE THE ROSE WITHOUT THE THORNS, NOR CAN YOU HAVE LOVE WITHOUT THE HURT. ITS AS LIMITLESS AS THE SKY ABOVE, YOU CAN NEVER RUN OUT UNLESS YOU SO CHOOSE. IT CAN BE LIKE THAT OF A DOVE OR AN EAGLE SOARING GRACEFULLY ON THE STREAMLINE OF THE WIND OR IT CAN BE LIKE A STORM CLOUD. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN LIKE THE TIMES WHEN YOU FEEL AS THOUGH YOUR JUST GOING TO EXPLODE AND LET LOOSE WITH YOUR SADNESS AND TEARS, JUST LIKE THE CLOUD WHICH RELEASES THE RAIN, SO DO YOUR TEARS FALL STEADY AND HARD. YOU EMPTY YOUR HEART AND PAIN. THE THUNDER AND LIGHTENING ELECTRIFY THE MOMENT AS YOUR EMOTIONS LET LOOSE. AFTER THE STORM PASSES YOU MOVE ON. THE RAIN HAS BROUGHT NEWNESS AS A FLOWER WHICH UNFOLDS IN THE MEADOW OPENING UP AND UNFOLDING INTO THE SUN. SO YOU TRY TO MOVE ON LOOKING TO THE SUN TO WARM YOU AS WELL TO BRING A SENSE OF PEACE AND WARMTH. LOVE CAN BE LONELY EVEN THOUGH YOURE NOT ALONE. HOW CAN THIS BE, I DONT FULLY COMPREHEND MYSELF YET HERE I SIT WITH A HEAVY HEART AND A SADDENING LONLINESS ENEVELOPES MY BEING. I FEEL HURT. I WANT TO LET MY TEARS FALL, HEAVY AND HOT, FOR NO ONE WILL SEE THOSE THAT FALL FOR I AM ALONE. EVERYONE NEEDS TO FEEL LOVED AND NEEDED AND SPECIAL. IF LEFT ALONE TO LONG ONE WILL WITHER AWAY, SLOWLY DIE AND THEN ONLY THEN IT SEEMS WILL I BE REMEMBERED. THEN I WILL BE MISSED. FOR WE TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED AND THE ONES WERE SUPPOSED TO SHARE LIFE WITH. ITS A TRAGEDY THE CYCLE OF LOVE. ALTHOUGH SOME VERY RARE CIRCUMSTANCES LOVE IS EXPERIENCED TO its FULLNESS. WHEN BOTH ARE ON THE SAME PAGE AS THE SAME BOOK AND CHAPTERS OF LIFE ARE FULLFILLED TOGETHER AS ONE. MAYBE SUCH A LOVE ONLY EXISTS IN FAIRY TALES BUT I BELIEVE THIS KIND OF LOVE CAN BE OBTAINED IF ONE TRIES WITH ALL THEIR MIGHT AND STRENGTH AND IF THE EFFORT IS PUT FORTH THAT KIND OF LOVE IS GRAND, ITS LOVE, AGAPE LOVE, ITS GOLDY LOVE. TOO FEW THAT FIND THAT LOVE. WHAT A WASTE FOR WHAT THE LORD CREATED TWO TO BECOME ONE YET IN REALITY THE ONE IS REALLY STILL TWO SEPARATE ENTITIES GOING IN DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS. LONLINESS IS YOUR LOVE. YOUR SINKING TO THE BOTTOM OF THE OCEAN AS THE STORM ABOVE IS RAGING. LOVE IS COMPLICATED, LOVE IS LONELY SOMETIMES
