Why oh Lord...

Lord why do you torture my soul so.
I have found love anew yet I cannot reach it.
I cannot grasp it.
It is distant yet I know it is there.
Give me a sign that you still love me oh Lord.
and the Lord answered me, i have given you what you asked for already, i have given you one of my angels.
and then i knew contentment.
i knew passion anew...